LOVE LETTER SERIES - EP3: ONLY US

The absence of nothing else but you..

It's funny how now when I think about how much I miss you daily, I get mad at you and at myself. Never have I really been affected by what others would say or do, but with you, I want you to be accepted. But baby, I remember what we agreed to—only us.

 Just us.

I remember how tears rolled down the sides of my face when you had to go that day. How I told you I was being childish, but you reassured me I was just being myself. How do I even explain how I feel every time I have to wave goodbye to you?

It's a feeling of why does it have to end? Can't I just have a forever with you now?

When I'm with you, it feels like home. I'm willing to endure the wait until I can have an everyday forever with you. 

But how do I fully enjoy you in the moment without tearing up when it's time for you to leave?

Hmm?

I feel like a child when I'm around you. I love how you wrap me in your embrace, gaze at me with so much love and attention, and ask if I'm comfortable. I love your soft lips pressing gentle kisses against my palm repeatedly and your never-ending pecks on my face. My cheeks, soft and warm, just like you say.

I long to caress your face again, my love, run my hands through your beard, and sink into your warm embrace.

Strangely, I thought our connection would build slowly, but it has bloomed ever since the very first I love you. Now, I can't count how many times we profess love to each other.Your calmness draws me in more and more.

I know you do annoy me sometimes, but how could I not love you? I'm not afraid of losing you—only of not loving you enough.

Reflection

Love isn’t always about the noise of the world, full of opinions, distractions, and fleeting affections. Sometimes, it’s about the quiet moments between two partners who have chosen each other.

Choose your annoying buddy. 🥹😂